Hi. I'm an ancient enthusiast. Why? Because blogging is sort of ancient. Why? Because looking at the frequency of me blogging, it seems like this is of no interest to me anymore.

But that's false. I'd love to write something. It's just a matter of time and substance.

You know when you want to be better and there will always be obstacles along the way? Somehow this question makes me feel better. I was about to rant on some things that annoy me and then i realise that it annoys me because i want to get better. And this annoying thing(s) are blocking my way.

Sometimes i hate the thoughts filling up my head. Of course i have a stand and a common sense there, but sometimes i'm afraid i might go overboard in my thoughts. Like thinking that this person hasn't gone through all this so what does he/she knows? I'm just scared i will be besar kepala.

Maybe i hate that i don't have someone as eager as me to achieve the same goal. I'm not settling for anything less than best. And the other just wants to get by.

I'm not a big fan of waiting also. And i hate whiny people and people who start the day with a sigh. But who knows? I might have those traits too. I feel disappointed that's all.

Can we just dance? And forget the world

Maybe i'm the kind of person who people see as someone they can break their promises with easily because i don't complain. That much. But i'm mad, disappointed, frustrated. It's all pent-up. And pent-up things are no no good.

Everyday i hope to be a better person. I hope to have plenty of patience. And i hope to be the best that i can be. And i hope no one reads this. Lol.

From yours truly
who's in a paragraph-y mood
ILY.