Anyways, i've been on a bad daily cycle which have killed me in various ways since last week. Vomiting, lack of sleeps and sorts. Guess work is getting a bit too overwhelming. But still, i try. Ah must remember to get my last two invoices from TPY.

I mean once there's insufficient people working, there goes. On and on for the whole week i shall have to go. 11 hours of work straight for 5 days this week. I'm as good as dead.

And then to think of leaving this job. Circumstances consequences. Fuxk it's not severe la but it's just those in-my-head thingy that i think about often. Because i thought about this this afternoon when i just woke up at 3pm and staring out my kitchen window. Two things: Self-centeredness or Self-good aka for my own good. Well, of course it's for my own good but to leave one alone handling is like self-centeredness in other's eyes. Overall, it's self-good actually that matters but others is what makes self-centeredness. I know you don't understand but somehow i don't know how, self-centeredness and self-good are somewhat the same meaning. Fuxk. But maybe on the negative point of view.

WHATEVER.

Ok gudnite. For now. I have a "meeting" tomorrow morning 2 hours before 11 hours of work. Tata.

HaMie!