Apesal kau marah-marah ni Hamimah?
Sebab aku geram. Geram sangat-sangat. Geram dengan orang yang mementingkan diri sendiri dahulu. Dan yang tidak memahami situasi orang lain. Semua aku aku aku. Asal tak suruh paku je buat? Buto.
Abeh sekarang aku kene kebulor sebab orang lain amek the last of the maggi curry. Aku mane makan maggi mee goreng? Aku tak reti masak bende-bende gitu. Inilah jantan. Kene marah sikit, tengking sikit, nak merajok. Korang species kecut. Pe-nge-cot. Ego.
Tak pernah sesekali pun ade jantan yang boleh tunjukkan aku yang dier tak self-centered or ego. Semua sama. Macam mane nak kahwin? Kahwin perempuan je lah.

Anyways, HELLO WORLD!

I miss school. That was what was running through my head when i was walking back home from work yesterday. I just miss cracking my head for school. Or maybe i just hate work now. Not that i loved before. It's just that i love work more before only that at that point in time, i hate something that make me not realise how much i love work. Annoying fact. Now is like a body with skeletons without true tough skin. I hate what i have to go through.

And then i keep facing problems with the people around me. How fucking annoying they can get.. And can i just censor my words? Like f**king. Always getting into fights.. But then again, i keep thinking how is it my fault. Because i always try to find the fault in myself first before blaming others so that when they shoot back, i have a firm ground. Yes i do get tantrums and that serves as a good platform for them to fire back. But the rationality of it all. It is so hurtful for damn's sake. I hate giving in to others. Give in give in give in. The only person who could understand this is as good as gone. And now i'm tearing up. Argh.

I am a normal person who wants to lead a normal life with big dreams and a first class degree.
Wtf does that really mean?

What is normal? Define NORMAL.
*dush* you. How am i suppose to know i wasn't going to have any food tonight? Starve la starve!

Hams Shwizzlie!