A decision i have to make.
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Sometimes i wonder why do i do crazy things and have funny funny errotic behaviours while my siblings don't do such things. Am i part of the genes? Hahah.
I'm like in a club right now. This song below is making me dance like hell.
See how Rihanna have changed? This song is called Only Girl (In the World) by the way.
And i was wondering why do all the celebs that had gone through a hard dishing time in their relationships had to become like *kerepak!*. Take for example Rihanna and Britney Spears. They start off as innocent singers with good potentials. And then relationships and problems, and they become good girl gone totally bad? Well cause i find this video a bit emo. A bit only.
Somehow, the video is REALLY, the ONLY girl in the world. Ok now i geddit. No bad comments Hams! But really, stop emo-ing just because of relationship. Look at me now.

So gooshiee..! Hahaha! From dull (and i don't know how i got a boyfriend by being like that) and then broken relationship to BOOMZ! Not there but there.. ehhk don't understand forget it. Celebrity-like now and then possibly a relationship again and maybe i'll be like them when my relationship decided to go to a downfall. Hahaha. Joking. This is so not omph! I'm a bit distracted so i don't think this paragraph is as dramatic as i imagined it to be. Dang! Gerendang!
Anyways, i have some thoughts in mind. Some things i want to do next year. Some change i want. To put an end to this year which i could categorize as majorly pathetic. But i must admit that there have been some nice times, great times i can never forget. And the three most wonderful people i have met this year. It hurts to leave good memories behind but if a bad one sets as a basement for that good ones, what do you do? I can't take that.
Two more months and i want to leave if God allow me to. It may sound a little too self-centered but i want some time by myself even when i have some full-time thing i have to do. I want to do and learn the things i told myself i wanted to do and learn before my A levels exam last year. I want to achieve what i've been wanting to do. Doing what i'm doing now is chaining my time. And this is the only period i will have time before i chain myself again to school in August next year.
Should i or should i not? I don't know. Pity pity pity. But think of yourself please. Love love love.. If you love me let me go. Does that solves everything? Haha. Ok serious.
Ok fine i giddy already.. I've been online the whole day. But i won't stop. Heh. Ciao.
HaMie!
Want you to make me feel like i'm the only girl in the world!