Ok hi bloggy... Before i turn over the laptop to my bro, i will blog for a bit. So it's been 9 days since i blog. But does it matter? Haha. What talking me..

Anyway, i'll just update you about my life a bit here and there. Ok so let's face the fact that i've been disappointed since my last post till today. I'm still having too much of what i don't really like to talk about. And sometimes it can really get very frustrating when no one freaking understands. And of course, i noticed a trend. And i dunno, perhaps i'm gonna get it at least once every week? I dunno.

Dammit i'm headache-ing right now and my stomach is hungry.. Hmph.

Well, let's just continue. I'm in a dilemma actually.. I still do not know what i'm going to do. Getting to know that other people had got to at least somewhere or waiting so badly that they will get to somewhere freaks me out. It's all over facebook. Bloody facebook. Because i'm practically nowhere that i freak out. If i go there, it will be very expensive. If i go there, most says that it's a waste of my life. If i do just that, i can't bear it because i yearn to go somewhere. But if i go the somewhere, i will miss getting the you know..and then i will have to depend on my parents all over again. Oh gosh...i'm still thinking.

By right i don't plan on telling you about all this not-making-any-sense nonsense. In fact, i had a brief idea on what to blog about and how i was gonna present it to you. But somehow, the moment i got here, to this page, i seem to lost every idea and momentum. I dunno la.. Maybe because it's night already? In 2 1/2 hours it's gonna be tomorrow already? And then 11 hours after that it's gonna be the rigorous cycle again which i have to endure for 1 week? Perhaps.

Hamie.