Hey bloggy... So long time never talk to you... Haiz.. Actually i wanted to blog yesterday but i got too engrossed playing games that it was too late by the time i wanted to blog since i gotta sleep for work. So today i blog though i'm still putting my sleeping hours at risk. I'm waking up at 8am tomorrow..or today to be exact. And i so-called want to compensate for the sleeping hours i lost yesterday for my sleep later. Ah whatever. It's not gonna be done. Pish.

Anyways, i'll try to recall what i wanna blog cuz i actually got a lot of substance to blog about which i forgot. Old woman.

Shit. I really forgot leh. Ah fish fish fish!

Let's just talk about what i wrote on facebook. I wrote this on my profile page,
"Take me to London. Let me run away from my life."
Why Hamie why? Why do you forget what you wanna blog about? Bloody idiot. Hahaha.
Haiz.... But i really wanna go somewhere far away one day with someone i treasure so much. That person exist of course only that he/she doesn't know how much he/she meant to me. I wanna spent weeks away.. Away from the people i know.. Away from the usual life i'm having. Just time out for myself. I want to run away and set the trapped feelings free.. Set free all the insecurities and the inferiority.

I hate it when things bother me. I hate it when my real life threatens to get into my night dreams. I want to dream of fantasy. Not of things that i fear happening. But wth. Gotta be strong. I'm prepared for anything and everything. But i'm more prepared for the worst. Aiyo! What am i talking la.. Mood not there la people. Next time must write down what i want to blog about. If not become like this la. BERTERABUR!!! SCATTERED thoughts being smashed into the page. Such that it makes weird sense.

Ergh. So work. Fine i guess. Dragging myself still? Maybe. Half-dragging. Actually it's fully dragging myself to work.. But not really in a way. Because i know there's something i like about going to work which i can't figure out what. Maybe money? Or having something to do? Instead of being at home, jobless and freaking out like what happened in December? I got my pay already btw. Hee hee.. Gonna do my hair soon. Muahaha! And after my second pay, iPod touch, i'm gonna get my hands on you! And i'm seeing so many good stuffs online and at Clementi. Dammit! Hamie! Control the temptation please! Argh... This is so gonna be so good.

HaMie!