Been debating with myself whether i should post anything today or rather yesterday also. But as you can see, i gave in to the angel. I posted up something. I dunno why i don't want to post anything. Maybe the idea of a dead blog fantasizes me. But on the other hand, i also got nothing to tell you. Because compared to the length of time between the previous previous post and the previous post AND the length of time between the previous post and today's post, the latter seem to be far less productive than the former. Hope you get it. Anyway, why i give in to the beautiful angel? Well because i love it when my hands move around the keypads. Tried writing some crap bullshit on word but it turned out very crappy and bullshity. And so i stop and also the word system seem to lag because the first alphabet take 3-5 alphabets i type to actually appear on the screen. So frustrating.

Anyway, like i said, there's nothing amazing about me for the length that i have left you and so there is practically nothing for me to talk about or brag about or rant about or bitch about (do i bitch?) or complain about or complement (compliment?) about or whatever about. The least i can do is drag about a simple thought or topic like i always do and like i just did.

Oh. There is one thing i can talk about though. Prom. Which was yesterday and in my position, it would be best said just now. I didn't go of course or else i wouldn't be here and i would have brag about my prom stuffs in previous posts. Sad life. But at least i will have life next week. Hah. To the hospital. Blorhhohoho.. Shoo that aside and reasons why i didn't go for prom. No money. No money. No money. End of story. Money is a big issue for me even if i have just enough for something. Because - of course la right...must have back-up money also. Where can spend the whole piggy bank on that. Must have some money left also la.. So that can use for rainy day. And that back-up money must be the same amount of whatever i'm gonna use. Bummer. Why am i stressing myself so much? No wonder i can't compete with the entire population and no wonder facebook says i'm depressed. Tsk tsk tsk. I'm crawling back to my emo shell. Huh..

Anyway, i do have quite a number of things to blog about. I've been having insomnia. It is now 9 times harder to sleep everyday. Used to sleep in 10 mins during the school days but in this once immensely long-awaited holidays, sleeping has become such a big issue as i'm like taking 1.5 hours to fall asleep. And i hate the process entirely. Because when i close my eyes to try and sleep, my eyebrows will be like in concentration and it give me head pain. If i relax my eyes, i will feel my eyeballs looking upwards behind my eyelids and it's so uncomfortable. And then most of the times i will think about things while trying to sleep, that i just got so absorbed in my thinking causing me not to be able to sleep. How dumb. After sleeping, i will surely be awake 4 hours later feeling immensely tired but thankfully i will sleep back again with ease sometimes for another 4 hours and wake up for good. But still tired after waking up like i had just been through a triathlon. Like i know how it feels like after doing a triathlon. Very very frustrating you know.

But there's an antidote though. Fatigue. Fatigue have the ability to make me sleep in 10 mins and that is why i sleep faster and easier during school days. Because school make me horrendously tired. Ok deja vu. Have i said about this before?

All right. That's about it for today. And i hope i won't see you in a fortnight or a month or a couple of months or many couples of months or a year or a decade or a century or a millenium. Ah whatever. That'll be my whole life. I'm just joking.

HaMie!