Stoopid blogger. I almost thought somebody hacked my account. They couldn't identify me. Wth. Fine la. Forgettable figure what..

So i'm back. Haloo..
I thought of blogging first before i do my school work that is checking solutions and printing solutions when it just gets too much. And thus, i'll be making a lot of noise. 3am. Printer churning and i'm gonna wake the whole house up.

So what's up today? As in yesterday? Well, i was a bit upset in the afternoon because nobody seems to understand it when i get mad. Well because i feel so depressed and deprived. I need the com or in this case a laptop from one of my bros to do school stuffs and get solutions. Stay connected with friends, express out my dumb feelings like what i'm doing right now, enjoy and MORE. But the freaking problem is i do not have a personal one. Both bros have a personal one (mark that!) and i hate the fact that i have to like practically plead to borrow or i will have to wait until they are not home and i use it or use it in the wee hours of the morning like right now. And even if i were to work after the As, i will need time to collect the 1000 bucks for my own personal lappy and that will take months cuz i also need money for other stuffs. And another prob is i can't print everytime for my solutions cause the ink will finish and it cost a bomb. At least to me. I can do better stuffs with the money like yada yada yada. I haven't paid a part for the printer. Bro paid the whole thing when we bought it a few weeks ago at IMM and he bought another ink cartridge. And after this, when As end, i'll be expected to work and then i will have to pay for all the coming refills. I'm so not looking forward to a big hole in my pocket. Hari Raya collection this year was also super sucky. Less than half of a hundred. How pathetic. I'm planning not to touch it until next year's hari raya and i hope it will go on until the another year's raya and another and another and another and so on. Ergh.

My life is so not fair.

Why do i always have to be the one putting in so much effort getting what i want and everybody else gets it by the snap of the fingers without effort? So so not fair.

And why am i getting dumber and dumber everyday? And my memory is getting shorter and shorter everyday too. Tsk. I just knew i shouldn't have hit my head on the wall too much when i was younger. But i was a kid. You can't blame me. It looked fun on tv hitting the head. Haha.

Ermm what else do i want to say? Oh YA!





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