It's always about school.
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Hey world...i'm back and i'm feeling horrendously tired. And just for fun, misteri jam dua belas is ringing in my earpiece right now but my earpiece is not in my ears.. terlalu lemah semangat.. which means to say i'm weak-hearted. Misteri jam dua belas directly means Mystery at 12 Midnight. It's on Ria 89.7 on every weekdays from 12 midnight to 2am..telling personal spooky experiences from listeners.. I want to hear but i can't because it always affects me in the end.. Haha.. And i just changed channel. 98.7FM now.. Better... I used to be love drunk...
Anyways, it's been 5 days. How are you all? Ahaha. I'm doing fine. Studying 10 hours everyday in school from 11am to 9pm. Night study in school cause i can't study at home..haiz.. My head is full but my stomach is not full.. hahaha. Actually my head is not that full and i got a deep dark secret to tell you. But maybe i should not as it may affect my performance in the exams. Haiz...
I'm really hungry now.. haven't really had my dinner. And school food never fail to make me feel like shitting. AH. And when i feel like shitting, my work efficiency will decrease.
Good news for this week. I got 4 marks for my GP AQ. Yay. 4 marks out of 8. It's good cause usually i will get 1 or 2 marks on an average and this is the first time i got 4 marks. Progress kepe.. But cannot so happy. But i can't help it. So i'll tell you more. My sastera essays quality are also getting better. Did 3 essays and got 15, 15 and 16 out of 20 marks each. Hahahah. But that's all i manage to do. 3 essays in 3 hours plus a really little bit of cheating and it's suppose to be 5 essays in 3 hours NO CHEATING. Argh bad time management. Cikgu told me to psycho myself during the exam on Tuesday. She told me to tell myself that i can do 5 good and complete essays in that 3 hours and think nothing else other than that. Insyallah i can make it. Really hope i can make it cause if i get 15 marks for all the 5 essays, it's an A for sastera and hopefully an overall A for the subject. :)
And then other subjects leh? Oh God!
Going Jurong East library tomorrow to study. Hmm i better sleep early to maximise my studying time.. Adios you all!
HaMie!
I miss you so so much
And i wonder why some people are distancing themselves from me
Labels: anxiety, exams, freaking out, school, supernatural, weak