Hey i'm back. After 4 days. :D

I'm feeling rather sick but my temperature is not showing and my throat is so itchy with sore throat. My nose keep on dripping at times - i hope you know what i mean. Ain't a happy news i must say because i've been wanting this so badly a couple of months ago just so that i could find a reason to skip school. Apparently i want more MCs despite my 1 week MC from influenza-like illness in September or when i forgot but it's a few weeks before prelims i guess. Who wants to go to school man. Get a grip. Pain in the neck -that's what school is all about. And then it's the loooong holidays now and i'm sick at the point where i think i need most energy to ask for job and get started immediately which is ALSO, another big fat problem i'm having at this point in my life right now.

I hate it very much when i get stuck in this kind of situations. It's very true - not it's true after all or i think it's quite true - that i lack self-esteem. Go out there and get ya mouth moving Hamimah! Damn irritating man. Stop shutting up your mouth can? Kay stoppit.

Moving on. Friday was Hari Raya Haji. :) The bunga telor is ready already. Cheerioz! Haha i'm so getting married. No la just joking. The bunga telor is for my cousin who's getting married this weekend which means today. :) Hope she have a long-lasting marriage. :) And oh, for those who don't know what bunga telor is, well bunga is flower and telor is egg. Go figure. I'm bad at explaining. Here's the pic though.

















Beautiful or what? I helped out putting the eggs which is coloured red - so sexy. I want orange for my one. Haha. That'll be in 5 to 6 - 10 years time. Hahahaha. Haiz....just need Mr Absolutely-Perfect-in-my-eyes. That would be a hundred thousand years and eons to go. But there's one actually. Which is totally none of your business. Let's just hope - ahakz!

Hmm...i think i should blame myself for this not feeling well. Been on a lot of ice cream and sweets and sweet drinks and chocolates these past few days. I'm not stressed frankly right? Ergh wth. And oh yeah i got an expired Nescafe tin can on my table and a lot of dump and clutter everywhere at my corner in my house. Ants are making visits on my table and i totally don't know why. Apart from the only one sour sweet on my table which i see no ants surrounding it and the boxes of mints i've finished up, i don't see why ants should be on my table. I'm quite particular about this since i hate insects but you see...i'm not doing anything about it. Ever since i came from school on Monday, i just dump my bag near my table and not caring much. Just took out whatever i want and need and when it's not wanted or needed anymore, i'll just dump it on the pile with my schoolbag where underneath it lies my exams notes. What an emo and depressed kiddo. But then again, why am i stressed? I do not understand.

Maybe because of the fact that i know i will fail my GP? Nothing less nothing more. I am POSITIVELY SURE that i will fail my GP. No arguments. But of course, i will always pray to God that i will get 5 credits including GP. Haiz... Cut it out.

I have to go to sleep y'know. Cause i'm going out later all the way to the east side of Singapore and meet my cousin who gave me that devilish-sweet smile the moment she stepped into my grandmother's house and saw me inside on Friday. Hahah. Makes waking up all the more worthwhile. But i have to wait for my Tikka Masala Kabobs to be ready first in Cafe World.

Okay. Bye!

HaMie!