Hey world
I'm feeling sucky
Thought of not posting anything at all for 2 whole months until bloody 'A's are over
Which is on the 23rd of November, 3pm.
But as proven from this 102nd post
I have failed to stick to my 2 months 'Policy of Isolation'
I want to disappear for a while
Like 'Give me a break man' kind of thing.
Man i'm sucking a lot of air now
Never expected this Asam Pedas to be so pedas (spicy)
Watched Phobia 2 today
Love the last story.
Ease off all the tension from the first 4 stories. Hilarious. Getting scared and laughing at the same time.
Got so tired after that
And slept for the last 20 mins of the drama 'Farah Syakira' on Suria.
There's a new hottie, that's why i watch
Or else i don't
At least until i get this bloody 'A's over and done with.
Prelim results.
What the fcuk.
THREE Ungraded subjects
Namely: Maths, GP (english) and Chem.
Wow.
Literature part of Malay - FAIL.
And oh, lowest in class.
Like i fcuking care anymore.
Dumbly, i got so devastated after i got GP results and had to go to the toilet to cry
Gembeng. Cry baby.
So much of saying that i'm prepared to see Fail.
Damn hell of a loser.
Tomolo. History.
All my harapan dah hancur. (All my hopes are destroyed)
I would be happy if i get an 'S' for that subject.
Please not a 'U' this time.
Don't know when i'm gonna know the rest of my Malay results.
Hoping to get a 'D' minimum.
But i'm always gonna expect a 'U'.
Because it happened during Common Test.
Surprisingly.
So what? I predict this is how my Prelims result slip will look like:

General Paper U
History U
Math U
Chemistry U
Malay D

This is the best result slip on Earth
Why?
Because my results are smiling at me. U
And smiling is a good thing.
It requires lesser muscles to smile than to frown.
Watever.

This time is gonna be different.
It's not like PSLE or 'O' levels where everything is so 'Gemilang' when i got my results.
*gemilang should mean happy
Have to work on plan B right after 'A's
Last thing i would ever want is going to Poly after 'A's.
That's that. Plan C: Poly after 'A's
Plan B should be LaSalle. But i need a large time frame for that.
Portfolio and stuffs.
2 years of my life: Waste



This was my emo moment on Wednesday afternoon.


Cool




I love looking at this. And the sound of the sea.
For a moment i just felt like jumping into the sea.
And wash off all my worries.

Yeah so that's Wednesday afternoon
After school
Alone
West Coast Park
Emo shit.



And 2 idiots in the bus to West Coast Park woke me up from my sleep by playing this song so loudly the whole bus could hear it. And the best part is their stop was my home stop too. All the way from Bukit Panjang to home stop, enduring their nonsense. Thank goodness i was going WCP so i stayed in the bus for 3 more stops.

"Ibu ibu bapak bapak siapa yang punya anak bilang aku. Aku yang sedang malu sama teman-temanku kerna cuma diriku yang TAK LAKU-LAKU."

2 desperate souls. Sighs...