Hey world..Me is back..

And i think i feel much better now.. Angry and temperamental and moody is always there but maybe less fed-up except for once in a while. Apparently weekend had been quite good. Sunday i mean. All thanks to














and the 'Confidence Booster' book which my bro borrowed from his friend. I managed to take it quietly and peek into the book. Useful stuffs at the intro and the first chapter. :) I used to read these kind of books a lot some time back like a few years ago. But now i seemed to have lost the confidence that i gained last time from the Chicken Soup books and lots more. So now, i'm trying to regain it back again to pull my spirits up for the 'A's. I borrowed the Overcoming Anxiety for Dummies book at Jurong East Library on Friday and 1 other book for History because i happened to found it. Hopefully i will read when i have the time and gain better understanding of the Cuban Missile Crisis.

So my life's planned out for this coming 3 weeks. Gambate!

Managed to finish 5 sastera essays but exceeded the 3 hours timing. Only managed to finish 3 full essays and 1 paragraph in 3 hours. Bad sign, need to work even harder. Finished 2 compre for GP remedial tomorrow. (HahA. I'm back in GP remedial!) Finished the MJC paper including AQ and SQ at the time required whereas i think i exceeded the timing for CJC paper. Tsk tsk. Finished 1 Bahasa paper also. Not sure if i exceeded the time but even if i did, i think it's about by a few minutes. Okay i guess. So that's my achievement since Saturday night till noon today.

And today i woke up early at last. 9 plus. Weird but/and my mum would be happy to know this. Instead of scolding me: Anak dare bangon lambat! But i woke up early only because I can't sleep back again thinking of the work and mugging i have to do. Haha.

And oh, btw i was right when i said that all those self-scolding would affect me. The Overcoming Anxiety book told me that. So ya. Have to stop scolding myself and be happy and just - GAMBATE!
And from the Confidence Booster book on the other hand, i found out that i self-doubt myself which is equated as confidence-trust=self-doubt. I think. I hope i didn't get it wrong.

Anyways, i really hope nothing would stop me now. Need to go all the way.

Ciaoz.

HaMie!