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Crystals
filled with memories
" Through those sad times
you held my hands till the end of the world. "
Still the same old me :)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 <$BlogItemDateTime $>

Hey world, Hamie got good news. Blogger is as what i'm seeing here, perfectly 100% OK. Haha. Tsk, hamie...hamie..no better thing to do isit?

Anyways, i'm back. And yeah, prelims had started and yesterday was History paper. I really hope i did not screw it. I know how to do at least 3 questions which is what is required and i mean i really know how to do. I've studied and made notes for it BUT - tsk why is there always buts... - I DID NOT MEMORISE HARD FOR IT! Bammit you know! I only memorised hard for 1 esssay that i did and the other 2 i just breeze through it very briefly and it's so sickening. I really know how to do FOR ONCE and this is what have to happen. Haiz. And what makes it worse is that i did not study for source-based at all and i was thinking of banging on my essays and this is what have to happen. Brrrrr.... Haiz..forget it alright? We'll just memorise everything for 'A' levels. Ah!

And as i said before, i hate aircons. You know what the aircons did? They made me have a super bad migraine in the hall when i was doing the paper. The right side of my head was aching big time. Couldn't focus after doing the first question which i took 1 hour to do - bad time management.

Anyways, it's over. Forget it alright?


Moving on, i never thought that i still haven't changed.
Something i received yesterday got me reflecting about myself again and true enough, it's true. Very true. I always thought i've changed. But apparently, no matter how much i've changed physically, attitudely or whatever, the soul inside me is still the same. It reminds me of the times where i know i was obviously like that except more nerdy.

Tsk. You don't get what i'm saying right? Nevermind, it's not for you to know. For me only, HAH.

Anyways, ya, i'm still the old me. And it's a good thing. I always thought i've lost it with so many things that have happened over some couple of years causing me to be grumpy, emo and what-nots.

My soul will always remain the same...

Tsk. Hamie proud ah? Stoppit eh. Huh.


What else do i want to babble about? Hmmmmm... kay let's talk about that day.
Went to break fast with this friend of mine which i have been very very close to once upon a time, at the hawker centre opposite my sec sch. Then went to West Coast Park and West Coast Plaza. Didn't talk much, tension is obviously off. And yeah, i thought i had so much nonsense to bombard that friend of mine but apparently i forgot. Loser. But nvm la, can still bombard on the phone. Nothing more nothing less, that's us. Just hope that friend of mine won't ask me to do stoopid things like calling certain people for that friend of mine. So not macho lor. Huh.


Anyways, been baking kuihs too. So far there's kuih suji, pineapple tarts and kuih kacang. Loveey pineapple tarts A LOT. Favourites! And therefore i made sure i was the one who did everything especially the shaping part. Only beat the butter and shape it. My mother did the kneading (correct word not?), and with my bro they put the filling. :D So happy. Pictures? Of course.













The left one is cooked with my special customised heart, only for MYSELF. Hahah and the uncooked ones on the right. Amacam? How? Hamimah good or not? Hahahahahahahah.

Now for the kuih suji. Also have a cusomised heart only for MYSELF.













On the left is the the cooked (or should i say baked?) one and right is in the oven! HAha. Lame la.

So ya that's about it. Didn't help out for kuih kacang since i was panicking for History. Jeers.


Anyways, i really lovee the beach or more exactly, the sea. A lot. West Coast Park have no sand and thus, on that Friday night, i enjoyed the smell and the sound of the sea.. Bliss.













Quite dark and blurrr but whatever it is, i love it. Wish i could go there more often with someone i love dearly who will hopefully find me, whoever that person will be. Chey.. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. Mad woman.


5.30am. Subuh and then sleep and then wake up and study. Must be a good girl.
I think that's all from the blogger.

:D

Retarded.

Kay, selamat berpuase to everybody and an advance Camat Ayi Aye from me, Maaf Zahir and Batin in case i didn't get to blog on Sunday or Saturday night.

Alright mug mug mug!

Ciaoz.

HaMie!




Stone and cold but who cares?
We're leading our own lives now without each other.