Pessimist
Monday, September 21, 2009 <$BlogItemDateTime
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I just feel like talking nonsense and babbling and babbling and babbling right now. I just wanna type and type and type. It's my hobby by the way. So be prepared for a long post. It's best if you don't read on you know. And so i will start.
There's so much in my brain today. Today means yesterday for this post. I don't know why. I don't feel tenteram or at peace. Like uh! my brain is aching so much like wanting to let something GO! Don't know why this came about. Maybe because i didn't get to see my cousin whom i will always meet at my grandmother's house every hari raya without fail. And just now, not seeing her is not betol, just not right. Had to move on to another house before they could come. Usually my family would stay in my grandmother's house till 1/4 of the day. So making it short, we meet almost everybody who comes. Today was like 1/8 of the day. So not right. And reached home at 5.30pm. Beat that dude. Sigh...
Collection was not bad too dude. Huh. Whatever la. Can't blame anybody. Everything happens for a reason. Hope everything will be fine again. Hmmm..
I hope i could be around when my cousin comes around my house, hopefully soon! Not that i won't be at home, it's just that the education system is demanding too much from me and the rest of the students in the world.
You're right dude. I'm damn stressed. I fcuking took 3 hours to do 1 standard integration question just now. It happens that the solution is in my tutorial and it's so damn not so difficult. Didn't make full use of the 'hence' word apparently. So pissed. Not even application yet. Moved on to question 2 and i got the answer WRONG! Ergh. Closed my TYS, the 2 files of notes, flipped back the MF15 to the first page, closed my mini formula notebook, close the GC, arrange them in order of size - biggest bottom smallest on top - and chuck them in my room and go back to the kitchen and eat dinner at 11.30pm while watching Duyung. #&$*?@# Can i just swear directly instead of arranging this symbols which i can't seem to get it right?
Still suck at differentiation. The whole page is highlighted with pink indicating that i couldn't get the answer. Dumb things maths like to curse onto people. Still haven't gone through complex numbers, sequences and series which are an on-and-off for me. Forgoing Differential Equations again. Vectors should be ok. Only that this stoopid brain of mine keep forgetting the method. Dumb. Chem again on Thurs. GONER! Will be disappointing Ms Chua again this time. Hopefully that will be the only subject i fail. I'm putting high hopes on you History! Ok shit. I forgot about GP. The paper was damn tough. So how? Ah! No hope la! All U la.
Alright. Happy stuffs now ok? As predicted by akyks/adik kau yang kau sayang/ direct translation - your bro that you love (check out my tagboard), the next post is gonna be about the new theme on MF (Mozilla Firefox). The retarded part was because i keep emphasising to him that i'm retarded and i even tell it here right? And YES! He's right. The theme really makes mozilla look very nice you know. A bone for the scroller, black and dark with orange. It's a Halloween theme. Motivates me to use mozilla even more since he instructed me to use mozilla if i use his laptop. I like Google Chrome more though because of the bigger view that i get but he wants to use it since he saved all his passwords there. Can i hack one day? Haven't done that before. Hmmmm... But cannot la. Suddenly his 'bapok' friend chat with me on facebook how? Dumb right? Talk for 3 hours on the phone. Musykil to the max. But my brother is 100% NOT bapok. He only mix with the wrong company. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! JUST JOKING!! My bro knows how to choose friends but you know just how guys can sometimes go haywire. Something wrong with the system. Anyway, bapok topics aside, this is how the mozilla looks like:

The back button, forward button, refresh and the other 2 buttons changed to some halloween pics. Had some trouble memorising the function. Why am i even memorising? Dumbass. But the whole thing really looks cool. Especially the scroller. :) All smiles! And also, there are a wider variety of themes on mozilla compared to Google Chrome! HAha. And the idiot refuse to teach me how to snap a pic of the screen. Sell fish.
Anyway, more raya kuihs! This time the pineapple tart was different. Wanted to finish the filling but we ran out of fillings. -_- So I, being as creative as ever, suggested to put blackcurrant jam and it was terrific man..but weird. I make volcano tart too. It's the one called specially customised only for ME. Hihihi.

Bleah.

Perfect.

Unbaked volcano.

Baked!

Beautyfool.

Uh. *roll eyes*
So how? HaMie's secret recipe. Taste? Nice to me. No to my mother since she's disappointed that we used expensive butter but filling no enough. HAha. It reminds me of a pastry too. Haha.
And yeah, made another round of kuih kacang too. And my specially customised kuih only for myself turned out like this -

A Nose apparently.
Haha!
Alright, is that all from me today? Guess so. To those who have pulled through this looooong post, you have won yourself an imaginary trophy from me. Stay tuned for the next looooooong post. Don't read short posts. Or else you will never get the imaginary trophy. Teehee.
Anyway! Tips on how to be emo.
Bam. Can't embed it. YouTube removed it. Roar.
Ah! In this case let's just learn a new word then.
Hope you benefited from it.
Gotta go. Ciaoz!
HaMie!
Feeling weird around you.