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Crystals
filled with memories
" Through those sad times
you held my hands till the end of the world. "
Sunday, July 19, 2009 <$BlogItemDateTime $>

Hey world, i'm back again. With a thought in mind.
I feel that i was a bit too harsh on my previous post.
And that made me totally not at peace. My apologies.

As i glanced at my phone, i saw my reflection on the mirror.
What a glum face.
I visited his profile just now and i guess... he got the message.
That i'm avoiding him.
It's for my own good too.
I gotta think of myself sometimes.
Guess he didn't help out at the kenduri yesterday.
I can't bear to see him anymore.
It hurts me everytime we talk and everytime we see each other.
I shall not talk much about it.
Shh.
It's my private and personal life.
You.
Stay away from it.
It's my problem.
I don't want people to get involved with my problem.
I just.
Want to be alone.

I'm getting too much views too. At least to me.
Had 5 views in 4 hours from 9 pm to 1 am just now.
I don't really like it.
Guess i'm not gonna put the link to my blog on my msn anymore.
But i know some will still look.
Just that the viewing rate will go down.
I've tested before.

I'm still awake.
Yeah.
Waiting for 4 am to come along.
Wanted to fast today.
If i sleep i will definitely not wake up.

I'm just killing time now.
Thought of doing the Personal Qualities (PQ) on word doc but i ended up watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on my VCD. Haven't finished watching. Still at the 1st disc. Today is a chronically and seriously wasted day. And i haven't wake up from the fact that 'A' levels is in 3 months. And my results suck. Somebody give me a tight slap.

I'm gonna eat maggi later. Anybody wanna join me?
Candle light breakfast? Oh come on....
HAha.

I'm gonna reach level 16 in Restaurant City soon. Haha! Grow up man.

Math math math... you make me love you so much. Math have never been this lovely before. I'm so gonna hug you Math. By the way, is it Math or Maths?

Stay happy ok world? Don't be like me. Emo piece of shit.


All this time i was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

:You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift:


You've had enough of my rants world..
I promise i won't babble much about him anymore..
He's the past meant to be forgotten.
And i have to think of myself and my own happiness too.

Cheers from me,
HaMie!



When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.