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Haiz....why am i still awake? And online? Tomorrow's chem paper for goodness sake.
Okay let's just admit it. I gave up on the paper already. Sigh.
But i'll study tomorrow morning alrights. Before the paper at 2.30pm.
For the few bits of marks here and there.
It is so sucky to have so many papers of the same subject on different days.
It's like i'm not sure whether the topics will come out again on the other paper. And it's like so tedious and troublesome studying all over again.
Wth. Have to live with it though.
Thinking of telling you about my bus ride on Wednesday.
It was after chem paper. Ate "big breakfast" (since i was so hungry and yearning for it) at bpp macs with kaining.
Then at about 11am, left macs. Kaining took 180 and i waited for 176 for the 50 mins bus ride heading home.
So what happen was at hillview going to bukit batok, i was lost. I thought i was lost cuz i couldn't recognize the road. Panicked for a while cuz i thought i took the wrong bus. But apparently, the bus driver had went the wrong way. Kwang kwang kwang. It's a lady and she's young so i expect she's a new bus driver. Another round of kwang kwang kwang.
So ya i took the right bus.
At Jurong, i fall asleep and i was reaching home already. Wrong place to fall asleep at. Stoopid.
But thankfully, i woke up just 1 stop before my stop. So :D. Cheers. lol
By right, i wanted to daydream but the sleepiness overpowered.
I love daydreaming and thinking about things and figuring out the logic, theory, human behaviour, lumrah, fate, how it's suppose to go about about life, love... It all makes sense. And it is like you decide your own life and love and how it goes about and turns out into. It may be a bit slow, you're impatient but patience is such a bliss. I feel that i don't go through so much pain when i'm patient. Cuz i learn how to make choices from there and for me, i observe, and then i know what to do. So perhaps that one was a mistake because of impatience.. But that kind of mistake is unavoidable. It's bound to come and that's where acceptance comes in and patience sets in. Get what i mean? No you don't, don't you? I hope you don't. It's the thing within me and i don't want you to know. So shuddup right now.
Sigh..
Hmmm.... I love unraveling the mysteries of life..
I'm definitely gonna minor in psychology at uni.
Still dunno what major to take though.
But we'll just wait and see. Focus on the present.
Okay so yeah gotta go.. Buh bye!
HaMie!
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Tell me where i belong in your heart.