Hello world...

I never thought that the pain inside my ear i told you about previously would get even worse. Damn yes, it got worse. Apparently, the beginning wasn't meant to feel so bad. Today is like the 6th day i'm enduring the pain. It got damn bad on Sunday. I was like at a majlis cukur jambul for my cousin's son and my ear just keep getting pain and the moment i got home, i covered my right ear, the painful ear, with ice covered in cloth. I don't know what else i can do. So i thought i could just reduce the pain by numbing my ear with ice. I'm not kidding. The pain was like right inside my ear and it's like something sharp is poking and poking the inside of my ear. And then on the Sunday night i got a fever.

The next day which is Monday, there was History lecture. I do not want to come because of my ear, but because of the mid-year exam, i came but nothing went into my brain except for 1 or 2 things because i was ouch-ing in pain all the time. After the lecture, i went for lunch and then went Clementi Polyclinic but there's no medicine to reduce the pain but only the usual olive oil drops which is not meant to reduce pains inside the ear. The doctor said that you know the thing inside the ear had gone even deeper inside which causes the pain and therefore i have to be referred to an ear doctor to help remove it if ever possible. So now i'm enduring the pain until my appointment at NUH for the ear doctor on Tuesday. Argh.

Anyways yesterday was History paper. Sad thing is i guessed the topic that will come out correctly. But apparently i don't believe the voice inside myself all the time and therefore i didn't study effectively. I studied the easier topics which came out before which is kind of stoopid. I abandoned Korean War and Cuban Missile Crisis. And dammit, CMC came out. Even Fadhilah guessed that that topic will come out. I crapped all the way.

But wth, forget it man.. it's OVER!! H1 papers are OVER!!! Woohoo!!! I just hope i did quite okay. I tried my best to give a good structure for my essays on History. It should be okay. My history tutor said that structure matters more than just spilling out the facts all over...So it should be okay right? Right? No matter what, I'm still well-prepared for a result that said that i have failed the History paper. And then what?


Holidays are here!! And ouh. I haven't had any plans yet. Couldn't be bothered. When did i ever plan for my holidays? But once i got trucks of money, then i will make some plans for my holiday. OVERSEAS!! With who? I dunno. Where to? None of your business. Hmmm.... Anyways this holidays is going to be stoopid okay? I have to study. For my H2 papers. And i better pass all the 3 H2 papers this time!


What else do i talk about? Last night? Wanna know about last night? Really? You wanna know what happened last night? Last night??
Nah... Actually, nothing happened last night. I just went to sleep. By myself after talking for like 2 hours on the phone. With who? With my ex la.. We played a game on the phone. I ask a question and you must answer truthfully. Take turns. Yeah. So we cleared some things out. And i feel like strangling him to death. Maybe not death. Till unconsciousness but will wake up. Grr..

HaMie!