Get ME Back On Track!
Sunday, June 7, 2009 <$BlogItemDateTime
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I feel like a totally louzy person today.
In fact, since yesterday or maybe since the beginning of this week.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Why do i always have to feel like this?
This is the reason why i hate holidays.
Nothing to do except homework which is like who want to do?
And Exams.
But come to think of it, it's only 4 more months away.
Do it well and get away with it.
Do it very well
Spent every seconds
Even the holidays
And then once it's over
It's over.
Come to think of it
If i slack
Refuse to study
And work hard only at the last month
I might not make it
In fact i don't think i will make it
After the short break
Take result
Saw bullshit
Regret
Dunno what to do
And then what?
A wasted life.
Come to think of it
If i work hard now
Starting from right at this moment
Every seconds
Every minute
Every hour
Every day
Every week
Every month
Every time
I will come back
Get my results
Something good
No regrets
A fruitful life.
Come to think of it
Then i will really enjoy the rest of my holidays
Enjoy
Enjoy
Enjoy
There will be lots of time to enjoy
I can do anything i want
Facebook
Blog
Work
Go out
ANYTHING!
Why why WHY?
Why am i procrastinating?
Why can't i just look at the brighter side?
After all this stress and depression
I can enjoy life without a burden
Knowing that i have done my BEST!
I'm screwed up.
I'm still not motivated.
It's always
FACEBOOK FACEBOOK FACEBOOK!
BLOG BLOG BLOG!
GAMES GAMES GAMES!
C'mon Hamimah...
Stop all this...
I just feel so stuffy today
Last night i couldn't sleep
The pain in my ear is crazy
It had caused my jaw to be numb last night
And now my tougue is pain
I can't even open my mouth wide
What's wrong with my ear?
I am so disappointed that i was loving someone when he loves another much much more
He called up late
I was already asleep
4.46am
I'm addicted!
I feel that my life will never change for the better
I feel like an idiot
And why do i have to always hear noises
Shouts
Screams
Can you just shut up
Leave me alone
Let me do whatever i like
Just let me endure the pain by myself
Like i always do?
Just GET ME BACK ON TRACK!