What do i blog about today, world?
I've been reading other blogs and so now it's my turn to blog and make a new entry.

Hmm...seriously, i'm trying hard not to blog about the topic that hurts me most but wth i can't help it.

I don't know how i am now.. I don't know whether i'm okay or not. At 10am just now, i went to accompany Fadhilah for her break since her friend is not around. As i have said, i can't refrain myself from talking about him (because i want to forget about whatever that happened)and so ya i told her. Then somehow i just burst out. Burst out as in cry.. I don't know why.. Do i still have feelings for him? Nobody knows. And i don't know too. But i cried..

Somehow i feel like i have bastard him. But no i did not. The way he says it makes me feel like i've really bastard him big time. But it's not fair. He didn't listen to what i have to say. He refuses to. I'm not like the other girls he know. I'm different! Why is it so hard for him? Why can't he listen and maybe we can then try to compromise! Compromise. Compromise. Compromise. That is all i ask.

And for the whole of today (or should i say yesterday?), he did not message me. We met on Tuesday and i don't know. Seeing his expression make me feel so guilty. He's not as sweet as a month ago. He's not as loving as a month ago. He's not the person i know. He looked like he had gave up hope. All because of who?

ME.

Stop those tears.