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Crystals
filled with memories
" Through those sad times
you held my hands till the end of the world. "
Pathetic-ism
Saturday, May 23, 2009 <$BlogItemDateTime $>

Hey world..

I feel friggin unhappy now. Like right now. So bodoh lah all the things in the world sometimes. After this, that. After that, this. BODOH BODOH BODOH to the MAX! Ergh! Ya la..ya la.. autosave failed so what? My one legal internet at home ehk..What rubbish. Cannot contact blogger.com ?? Can stop adding to my unhappiness and frustration right now can or not? So disrupting. "Draft autosaved at 1:34 AM" la... "Saving..." la. Tsk..fish off.

Anyway, as i was saying, i'm freaking unhappy. Actually more than that. Frustrated. AHHH BODOH! I better type fast. I have to sleep by 2am, pack my bag and blah blah blah in darkness.
Why?
My bro just spoiled my lamp. And I don't want to open the light.
Why?
Cause i'm an idiot.
....
Tsk. No lah.. My another bro sleeping what.. Consideration is an act of courtesy and i'm celebrating what do you call that? Kindness week? Anyway ya i'm celebrating kindness week or whatever it is called like every day. Got an issue? Just shuddup man..

My place or corner or whatever you call it is damn messy, everything scattered on the floor and he messed around here wanting to check his mail and then tripped on my lamp wire and the lamp BANG on my another bro's laptop. I was like what shit man... Hopefully the laptop's okae.. So the lamp was like *blink* *blink* *blink* and then darkness. Ahh! And my bro blamed me for being so messy and act as if nothing happen with his it's-nothing-so-serious tone.
Wtf man..the lamp just went off.
I'm nocturnal.
I study in the wee hours of the morning.
My another bro needs to sleep.
My mother is always complaining that the light is disturbing her sleep. Ergh.
And this lamp is just like 3 or 4 months old! Ergh ergh ergh!
And this is the second lamp i'm having this year cuz i smashed the other lamp to pieces. Literally. And Seriously. Cuz i was mad big time. He better be accountable for it this time.

What more...there's College Day tomorrow. My Saturday is wasted. I can't sleep in the afternoon to compensate for the lost hours of divine sleep in the weekdays which means i will sleep in the afternoon on Sunday and my homework will be like down to the drains. Darn. But let's try and look at it at the positive light okay?
No more band.
Not happy?
Smack you then you know.
After that i will have all the time in the world to study. My Wednesdays will end at 1.30pm, my Fridays at 5pm, my Saturday afternoons for divine sleep...Ahh..what a wonderful world then.. More time to mug, and sleep, and complete tutorials, and crap, and blog, and facebook. Shish. Wakaka!


But i'm still unhappy.

Somebody please smack me!


Side-effects of a broken relationship. What a pathetic human being i am.

HaMie!