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Crystals
filled with memories
" Through those sad times
you held my hands till the end of the world. "
BIOGRAPHY
i'm just a typical little girl

HAMS
I'm a cookie which is born out of a dough, and was being sent into an oven. My mother made me a chocolate cookie so that people would like me. I'm delicious, people liked me alot. But my destiny is very cruel. I found out that i'm born to be eaten. I'm helpless and afraid. But when i knew that i will bring people's happiness, i'm not that scared already. So i decided to sacrifice myself to make people happy. Cause i know i'm the best.

TAGBOARD
Laughters all around



AFFILIATES
Fly far and away

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ARCHIVES
Let bygones be bygones



CREDITS
Take a bow

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Sometimes i wonder... 
How do people carry on with their lives without being able to really do what they want to do? And worst is when it is such an easy thing for others to do. Don't they suffer? Don't they feel like committing suicide?
I would if i were them.. 

Right now, i don't know what my future will be like. I'm not kidding. Was it a mistake knowing him? But things always happens for a reason. In fact, everything happens for a reason. Sometimes some people appear in another's person's life for a reason. And i believe that his appearance in my life has a reason.. And my appearance in his life also has a reason... Even if it means that we are not going to live the rest of our lives together. To him, i am the right girl but to me.. it's different.... 

When i went back home from school today..alone... i think. I came to realise that his appearance in my life could be to make me realise who am i, who will stay with me and it's a lesson. I realise that no matter how irritated i am with my family, they are still my family. They are those who will stick with me through thick and thin. People come and go. Other people come and go. Fiqki comes and he will go soon. I must learn. If my mum said i must be back by 9pm, i will be back by 9pm. If my dad says i must not yet reborn my hair, i must not. I followed and i don't regret it. Who cares about the heart, family comes first because they are the one who had been with me since young. It's amazing how my younger brother was the one who had given me these advice. I, as the older sister, is just someone....stubborn. 

I miss him like hell. We haven't broke up but we haven't talked at all today. Not even sms. I can't stand being at home, i feel like crying because i miss him. There's no one to talk to all the time, nothing to get me distracted.. I want to forget him until my A levels are over. My studies are at the brink of disaster. Why do i have to know him?   

I don't want to break his heart but seriously...all theories in the entire world is telling me that he's not the one. 

Leave.

Before it gets any worse. 






HaMie!