Alright.. I'm back after a long time..
Yup yup! School had started which means the vicious cycle had started. Perseverance Hamie!! This year is my 'A' level year and yeah..i can't believe it i guess. Actually i believe it. Only that i'm not mentally ready but i am totally fully aware that i will be sitting for 'A' levels this year. Geddit? Nevermind.

2 weeks of school had been......okay? Yup okay. Met my friends again and back to mugging. I can't stop mugging this time though. Even for a while. I must mug all the way till 'A' levels. Public holiday so what? MUG!! Strictly no fooling around since i had not made good use of my December holidays last year.. It's gonna be tough but damn...i have to do it.

Had seriously die-die thought of withdrawing on Tuesday night but nope. Not anymore i guess. After talking and taking advise from my friend the very next day. The pros and cons were all laid out and i feel that it's better for me to remain in PJ. I just need support and it's just all about my low self-esteem. I had done it quite well for 'O' levels and so why not for 'A' levels. I just have to have the mentality that i can do anything and from there, i will gain my confidence. Back again? And just study as best as i could for 'A' levels.

I'm still building up my confidence and self-esteem now.. It's quite weak seriously. I even wondered and mazed at how i did for my 'O's last 2 years. And my mid-years was very bad also at that time. But I DID IT. I managed to get a L1R5 that i least expect. And managed, for the first time, to get into JC. And therefore, i'm in PJC right now.

Haiz.. I guess i'm going for now. Hope to blog again soon..
Bye!

HaMie!