Hello! I'm back and i'm dumfounded, speechless, dunno what to say, how to continue and blah blah blah..i am talking to someone now... New to it and definitely not used to it. Ok Hamimah. Get a grip. Say something. Now. I really need my brother right now.. And i just asked a stoopid question. I hope it's not offensive. Hamimah!! You're such a loser!

Right. Forget about it. Let's just talk about me. So eh.. wassup wassup? I'm damn fine but maybe not too fine but as for now you know i know that i am in a very awkward situation. Very. But hopefully not for long. I really need it since the past few days. Ergh...

Back on track Hamimah. Right. As from today onwards until my younger brother get back home on Tuesday, i am officially lost. Yup. TOTALLY lost (if you get what i mean). Cuz my dearest punching bag had left me for a class chalet at Tanah Merah. Now apparently, it's his turn for a class chalet. I was so nice not to overnight at my class chalet and leave him alone but look at what he did to me.. He is going to overnight for 2 days! How could he?! But nevermind. I will have my revenge back. Which i doubt will happen cuz i don't know what kind of revenge i can come out with. Crap. Damn i'm still preoccupied by the awkward situation but nevermind.

I guess you don't know me. I'm just a very busy person especially in this coming week. Today is Sunday rite? Well, from Wednesday onwards till next Tuesday, i am going to be heavily busy. From Wednesday until Sunday, i have to go for Band Fest. Will meet with band members from other JCs and Polytechnics. I guess you don't understand what's it about but guess what? I don't know how to explain. Anyways, i was put into the Verdi band and i'm playing 1st clarinet - a part which i had never ever played in Pioneer band. I'm a 3rd clarinetist and damn proud of that. Imagine me struggling a bit in 3rd and suddenly now i have to go to 1st part. Ahh! Disaster people! But who cares? I'm gonna try play 1st part and anyway it's not like i have never ever played 1st part... I have and it's quite fun cuz you have all the nice melodies. So take a chill pill Hamimah! Get a grip! Anyways, at the end of it, on Sunday, there will be a Band Fest concert at Esplanade! Yeahoo! My very first time and probably the last time performing at the Esplanade! Yeahh! Gonna cherish it! It's starting at 5pm and ending at 7.30pm.

After that, on the next day that is Monday and the day after Monday that is Tuesday, i will have to do my Metro CIP thingy at Causeway Point from 3pm to 8pm for both days. Collecting donations. Minimum $2 donation and you're gonna get a balloon sculpture for donating. Hehe. I love making the balloon sculpture except for the part where it POP! That's scary. Anyways i'm not a fond admirer of balloons and so if i manage to do this - ehem! that's TRUE COURAGE people! Ahahahaha! Lol.

After that, 2 days break on the 24th and 25th. But unfortunately, on the 26th, back to school for band starting at 9am to 12pm in preparation for Open House next year. Damn tired. And by the way, since Friday, my legs, arms and body had been aching big time. Dunno why. Maybe i had been totally busy in the day from Wednesday till Friday? Damn! My December schedule is so packed. When the hell can i get it off me. After 26th, 1 week break and back to school on the 2nd Jan for the Open House thingy. Also on 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th and 10th. 10th? Oh man..i have to change my appointment with the doctor again. So bored. All i do is change appointment almost everytime. Once an appointment date is set, i have to change it at least once. Anyway, my appointments are at every 3 months.. How am i suppose to know whether i'll be busy or not right? Ergh.

Talking about appointments, i have a different appointment tomorrow with the Health Promotion Board. The appointments every 3 months is at Clementi Polyclinic. Anyway, i hope tomorrow's appointment would be my last one over there. Getting fed-up of it. The doctor said tomorrow will be my last. So it'd better be. Better better be. Huh.

So after that, school will resume on the 12th of January. Gonna meet my friends again! Yippee! Missing them loads but can do nothing about it. Haiz.. Anyway, school resume = mugging again. Non-stop. Once stop, i'm gonna fall back hard.. That's for me cuz my brain works pretty slow. I take days to study one chapter. But for the sake of 'A' levels, i'm gonna do it! And damn! I haven't studied. My homeworks are barely done too! SHIT! I'm in a damn deep shit! Ahh! And the review tests on the 1st week. I MUST STUDY. I fail and that's it man.. I won't be able to step my foot into Pioneer anymore.

Okae! Take a chill pill people and we'll see again soon! Woohoo! Ciaoz!

Hamie!